CONFFESIONS OF AZHAR....

My Beloved Brother

hi frens,

I have a brother..his name is Mohammad Hazly Bin Aziz.... He is mentally challenged...that he is suffering epilepsy... he got this disease when he was abt 2 yrs old as my parents can't afford to get a doctor when he got a VERY high fever... the 'kampong' doctor (or 'bidan' in malay) failed to cure the high fever and he got EPILEPSY and some FEATS....he can't eat by himself,too.. sadness right.... but i loved him a lot.... love him more than anythin'....more than my life....he got me spirited whenever i'm down... sometimes he makes me laugh(he's cute..hehe)... by the way some of my frens know about my brother but some don't... to be fair i think i should tell everyone about him...because they are my frens too.... anyway i have to work hard and study well for him and my family... i am gonna be the breadwinner sooner or later... i love my family and i will not bring them down... frens, don't pity me....i'm enjoyin' my life despite this because i know he wnts me to enjoy my life...my brother would never want me to suffer because of him...

sometimes i hope his normal....has a girlfren or married....ehem...or maybe workin' and givin' me some of the money..hehe..but God has made my brother's fate... i hope he will be healthy alwayz and cheerful too... because his my life...i dunno if i can survive without him...i'm about to CRY now by the way...

Love,

Azhar