a letter to mum...






mum, i'm sorry i've always treated u like u were my maid. mum..i have tried to do my best in all the different fields that i'm involved in for the past decade or so. mum, u have always unsettled me with ur ailing health. stop crying mum. i hate to see tears rolling down ur cheeks. remove that contorted face mum. remove it. mum, please stop mentioning that u hope u die soon as ur too tired taking care of the family and house when i'm in school. i can't concentrate for my prelims. to be frank with u, i was too tired thinking and worrying of u. i hope my results will not reflect badly on it. help fulfil my wish mum. mum, i know i'm the only hope in the family. but i've nothing with me mum. nothing. perhaps i need a partner or someone special to be with me and stop cheating love. mum, i hope i have done what u always wanted me to do; that is, jangan lupa diri [not to forget my roots] and jangan lupa sembahyang [do not forget ur prayers]. mum, in case i meet failure in the future, i'm trully sorry. You can call me a bad and useless son; that's if i'm ur real son.






with love,
azhar